Saturday, November 30, 2013

Sky is the limit

"Sky is the limit" , my yellow tee said. I was fussing about the same old "I-have-nothing-appropriate-to-wear" issues on my picnic eve because wardrobe malfunction was the last thing I wanted to face during a trek. One wrong accessory and one teeny tiny uncomfortable glitch had the potential to ruin everything. So tieing my shoelaces, and rubbing my arms and feet with surplus amount of moisturiser( winter at its peak) I set out for the bus.
The early morning chill wind rapped at my face, sending few strands of my hair whirling about my head as I opened the bus window. I was relishing the morning energy. Few rays of light were just about to bloom from the bright orange sun, gleaming like a jewel studded in the sky . My mind craved for something peaceful, evincing the atmosphere when a shrill noise came flooding in. I clutched at my ears and looked behind to find that the guys had turned the speakers on. Most of them were dancing to some desi beats, screaming something intelligible in colloquial marathi. Shoot! There goes my "piece" of mind.. The piece where soft tunes (like greensleeves) wander across my mind. But a smile soon reappeared on my face as our bus halted at asherigad, our destination for the day where a deliciously healthy grassland embraced a lake brimming with water. I got down and stretched myself, posing to few snapshots, clicking some myself. We were divided into groups and then we set out for climbing the rocky stones. "See that peak that looks like the top of a well licked ice cream" said someone. "That's where we're gonna reach"..

Our journey began with a plain path that soon extended into a steep rocky slope. Each and every rock looked like it was carved to serve some purpose. Every another step was a tinge more tedious than the previous and we were soon huffpuffing and taking mini breaks to gulp some water. I took slow sips being cautious so that I wont run out of water. Unlike girls, guys drank water wildly crushing down bottle after bottle recklessly. In our group we were 3 girls and around 10 guys so keeping pace with the overenergetic lot gave made me real sweaty. We sang silly songs, pulled each others legs, made a tease out of every threat we encountered. Plus, listening to guys chatter is like listening to a rap song full of swear words. Guys let their unruly tongues run wild and their emotions were scattered all over the place.

 After an hour or so, we came to a narrow plain again which clearly indicated that the first level was over. A lush green valley resided below it. There was a small ladder welded to rocks placed a few steps ahead which lead to a narrow rocky staircase. We stood gaping at the gorgeously cut terrain which was actually very treacherous. One rough slip and there you go rolling down, finally landing in heaven or hell, wherever you are destined to go. With a pair of helping hands, we climbed up. Some felt dizzy, some were happy and some were overexcited. Well level 2 was just a ramble. We finally set our foot on the peak, which showed the other side of the hill, the curvy NH-8 (national highway eight) running below.
Dipping our legs into a cool water lake after a tiresome and thrilling adventure was damn soothing. It untangled sore muscles and relieved the pain. While our eyes feasted upon the rich lotus floating in a pond, we feasted upon the lunch pack we opened. Okay, one thing I learnt! Avoid the company of thirsty guys! Trust me they involuntarily turn into bunch of chimps. Their actions make tarzan look like a gentleman in a tux. I mean, I literally had to play tug of war with my waterbottle when one of my friends got into a brawl with me trying to snatch it. NO amount of yelling “I am not gonna lend you a single drop until you faint or begin to die!” actually helped. I know it’s kinda ruthless of me. But hey, that jerk ended up spilling all my water over himself, wasting the few drops that were left. And sometimes, you just need to stop being a martyr.
Coming down was tricky. Our legs seemed involved in their own trance.. Most of us were ill-equipped with improper grips on our shoes. So, the notorious see-saw rocks posed a valid threat. So, after falling on my butt three times, losing the way and getting two juicy and bloody thorn cuts on my leg, I reached the village below the hill with my pals. Our throats were parched and our hearts were pounding with desperation. We were washed by relief when our thirst was finally quenched after the drinking the bore-well water villagers gave us. Some of my friends had also consumed the lake water unknowingly. Well, the lake’s floor was lined with algae, I forgot to mention. But thirst can do wonders.. Most of us who wouldn’t even dream of consuming anything other than mineral or filtered water actually drank bore-well water. It glided down our throats like rich honey.
After reaching the foot of the hill, we began waiting for the second batch to arrive which comprised of our teachers and my friend who was limping already. The other side of the lake revealed a rocky path with ankle deep streams that led to a cheery waterfall ahead. It was not a huge one.. It was sortof a miniature form of a waterfall with water gushing down merrily over few steps. All of us stood on the steps and posed for the pics. Most of our trendy poses had a wild and classy air about them. Like we were on the title screen of the soap opera “LOST”. (which is an amazing show btw)
The sun was setting in and so was my enthusiasm. Lovely memories unfolded within me. Memories of the day as if everything happened ages ago. Memories of my friends teasing each other, memories of yelling at the hilltop, the laughter, recognizing the caring hands that pulled me up, the words filled with concern, the panic on seeing someone lose balance, the relief that surged in the mind, on knowing that the day finally recoiled into the happy experience I would never feel like forgetting… Indeed, sky was the limit, and we all had crossed it that day…



Wednesday, November 20, 2013

I heart me .. forever

"BaseBand!" , D said beaming, raising an eyebrow with both his hands clenched in a thumbs up! Typical in a non- exhausting way! My lips curled into a grin and I responded with the ditto enthusiasm, "WHaT???"
((Flashback: 7th period - Electronics class.. I am sitting on the 2nd bench scribbling down notes using a ball point pen (which btw makes my book look like a spider web). Sir's voice rolls off and gets registered at some corner of my mind..MY mind's preoccupied with well "How NOT to make the notebook look like a doctor's prescription" . "So the next type of communication...one way.. two way... baseband..."  My ears jolt up and I look around to find people what-what-ing at the word. It's spelled and defined and I go back to switching OFF the right side of my brain.))
"Baseband Geet! Try remembering!" D said again, the smile still stuck to his face. "Oo! ooh! Are you thinking what I am thinking?" I asked him now, returning his thumbs up. I nudged Cherry sitting at my side and whispered " See, I think even he misheard baseband as lesbian!" She was snoozing heavily enough with her eyes open to respond to me. So I turned to D. He said, "Look at the definition! A low frequency signal produced by humans! And you are a living example! Increase your volume!" Alright! It was a "ooopsee I am way too out of the world" moment! I admit! My face convulsed into laughter gradually..  And yes, I am known for my sorrys and pardons and can-you-repeat-its (the partially deaf part) and "softest-soft-loud- louder" (the low volume part). People give up in exasperation either trying to convey their message or viceversa. So what image do I actually carry in others' minds? Apparently, self- obsessed happens to be my middle name (applause), so this question somewhat owned a birthright to pop into my mind. I shortlisted two cases which might not be entirely true..
Case 1: The partially deaf school captain, a little messy and super weird: She shrieks and flees at the sight of the volleyball coming up to her face at the court instead of receiving it. She constantly whines about getting a suntan. She detests screeching noises and people who scratch their heads unnecessarily and is known to make unique expressions.
Case 2: The dramaqueen! Cries like a snotty little toddler, can't stand up to herself or yell at someone. Bit of an attention seeker. Loves extending the eyeliner into wings and dresses subtly..
I AM who I Am ! I found myself repeating these words more than often this week. BUt now the question is not Who am I? Its What am I? Most people spend their lives behaving like hillbillies scorning others who think too much about themselves . When their friends drop a casual question before them like "Is my hair fine?" or "Do I look fat?" their ungracious no-one's-looking-at-you response is always followed by eyes rolls and impatient noises. But, they are the ones who are missing something crucial in life.. Themselves..
           It's not a nose that's always in the air, it's pride that constructs an enigma eventually. The reluctance to accept an opinion, the eagerness to make judgments.. So, you know WHAT you are? YOu are what you like being.. Embrace yourself, heartily appreciate the tiniest micromolecules of good things in you, scold yourself, make crazy deals with your heart, respect your own wishes and stand up to your own expectations. Because..... The only one who is always going to stand by your side throughout eternity is... you...